Blood Pressure

My blood pressure is hella high. They gave me meds. My aunt's sister had high blood pressure and at 50 years old her heart literally exploded. Believe me when I say that I am scared to move, scared to move too fast, scared to do anything that will send up blood pressure up and kill me. I don't have diabetes, I guess that is a small miracle. I am pretty much starving myself because my logic, although bad, is that if I don't eat I can't consume anything that will raise my pressure. I am pissed and hungry all the time and even more angry that this hunger strike hasn't taken off one pound. I almost bought a can of soup this morning, but it had 440 mg of salt. Not sure, but that sounds like ALOT. I will keep you posted on how this goes. I'm not optimistic.