I had a meeting with my editor and publisher on Skype.
Midway through the call, my publisher tells my editor to beat it so she can talk to me alone. She said a lot of stuff. She said she didn't want me to get stuck in a box because sometimes people get stuck...That she has never seen my weight...blah blah. This somehow connected to the me allegedly not communicating with my editor well.
Then she went on to say that I needed to have sex to clear my mind. That it would help with my blood pressure.
I told her no thanks, but thanked her for the suggestion and yes, the suggestion was sexual harassment. You have to know her to understand why I am just numbed by the statement and don't care.
Then she went on to ask me what I was waiting for.
My boss suggested I have sex with someone.
Maybe this is not a bad idea. I mean, the typical ways I deal with stress, crying and sleeping, don't work. I am consistently paranoid, tense, and in fear that something really horrible is about to happen.
Just something to consider.
