It is 3:50am and I am up doing work that I have fallen behind on when I am dead tired.
Why you may be asking?
Because nothing gives you drive to get it together like the realization that a frenimy may about to surpass you professionally.
I simply can not let this happen.
This is surprising to me even because I do not consider myself a very competitive person. If you are better than me or get something that I wanted, I just assume it was meant for you to have and not for me; that God has something else coming for me.
Not in this case.
This frenimy can not bypass me or I swear to God, things could get...maniacal.
Man I am tired but sadly, you can't win the rat race sleeping.
