Beyoncé: Sartorial Duty

Really cool video.

The House That Hell Built: Episode 1

So I went to this event at the Simco Lifestyle showroom, which sells these really funky home furnishing and fixtures. I fell in love with these little bodies. You can't see it in this picture, but the gold one was made of keys. Cute right?

Ugh

Today, I met another one of Connie's guys. Eye roll. I dared to come out my cage and make dinner and she left the house and came back with him. He was polite. He spoke to me and when they went on their pre-bang liquor run, he asked me if I wanted anything. He seems nice. So nice in fact that it took everything in me not to tell him to run for his life. Another day in the house that hell built.

I Told The Storm - Greg O'Quin 'N Joyful Noize

I have always liked this song, but I couldn't find it on YouTube. I
asked Mommy and she told me that name. Duh, should have done
that in the beginning.

P Irritation

Of late, I find that I have been annoyed with P, even though he has been on his best behavior. I trace this irritation back to his finding a potential wife. Sigh. I really thought I had made some progress and I was over this! Like, it was weird listening to him tell me about the girl, because I had still in the back of my mind figured I would be his wife. Am I retarded or something? A person can't be any clearer about their feelings about someone than P has been with me. Not. Interest. Since. Day. One. And in my mind, I have created this fictional marital life that will never come to pass. P isn't even P in these fantasies. It's the P have created! A P that doesn't cut me off when I talk and that isn't a sexist; a P that doesn't think he's smarter than me and that pays me compliments. I gotta be honest kiddos, I am a wee bit sensitive when it comes to issues of the marital sort. It is something that I didn't think I wanted until all my male friends started tying the knot and getting engaged. Now I am left with the bones of the situation. Not happy about that. I don't want to be alone. Double. Sigh.

Me at the 19th Hole Magazine Event! It was a celebration of The Chinese New Year, Year of the Dragon.

Contract!

This week was also big in that I got my first contracted client, Courtney A. Hammonds! He is a blogger/fashion extraordinare, and I am hella excited about working with him. So now I have two clients, Karen and Courtney. Look at me movin' on up, lol. I am just too excited a bout this new addition in my life.

Computer Drama

Guys, let me just say, that this past week has gone from cold to hot, thank God.
Last weekend I noticed a red X over the battery icon of my computer. Not two days later, it would not charge.
Can I just say that I cried! My life is my computer! So, I went down to Target and got a new charger, just for it to work for an hour and go caplunk!
That night was one of the worst nights of my life. I cried over that sad machine until I went to sleep or passed out, I can't be sure. Why the tears? Because I was broke and heavily invested in that prehistoric thing!
But all is well. I have a new comp and a new attitude. Back to work I go. LOL, it was a long week.

Diggy - Do It Like You ft. Jeremih [Official Video]

I know that this is totally illegal, but I have a huge crush on little Baby
Drake Diggy Simmons! He's like Drake before he was dumped a million
times! His songs are adorable, he is adorable, and his love interest in
the video is a brown girl! I am sold!

I was invited to an event called REAL TALK: Let's Talk Sex. It was hosted by Deshai Cole and it was really fun. There was a topless bartender (yum) and a lot of open, candid convo on sex. A lot of Ciroc, laughter, and honest convo made for a good Friday night. Ready for the next one!

Pac Div - Fallin' [Official Video]

Why is Pac Div not more famous? I LOVE them! Especially the boney
one. I love me a boney dude! Plus, this song is just adorable.

The Caper

Yes, look at me looking hot in my red cape on my way to the Deshai Cole event. I have had it for a while, but I have just found out how to wear it. Don't I look adorable, lol. Check out the face and those hips. HOT if I do say so myself, lol.

All of the Lights

So, I walk in the house tonight after a really cool night at Deshai Cole's Real Sex Talk feeling happy. As soon as I turn on the light, both Connie and Audra come out of their rooms and start yelling. Apparently, they had gotten in an argument before I got home. I just stood there, staring at them both, watching them go back and forth. Then Connie said that she doesn't like it when we turn on the hall light because it messes with her sleep. Okay. In the end, I just had to roll my eyes. Just another pointless spat at hell house.

The Sheen Magazine Anniversary Party

Like, I was the absolute cutest in my Igigi Ali in Red dress at the Sheen Mag Anniversary Party. I LOVE this dress! Check me out with Karen and Courtney!

Big Sean - Crazy (Official *New* Video) HD

I like this song a lot. I can't really tell you why, lol. Maybe it is the beat.

Razor Blades and STDs

Connie is at it again.
As you know, me and my friendemy/roomie have not talked in since before Thanksgiving, which, I must admit, has been a delight! No arguing, no stress, no drama. But she does still talk to our other roomie, and from the sounds of it, she is still apeshit crazy!
New roommate put her razor in the same drawer in the bathroom where Connie puts hers. Connie texts her and tells her not to do that because she doesn't want to get an STD...HUH? Somebody sign her up for an 8th grade health class!
But I can not say that I surprised. I don't think she can surprise me anymore. Not to long ago she asked me if I using her washcloth. ME! The same girl who bleaches the toilet before I sit on it. Eye roll. Same shit, different day.

Morals

Sitting here, broke, I wish I was the type of girl that didn't have morals. I used to pride myself on them, but I see now that they just get in the way. That and my fear of God and Hell and all of that good stuff. I interviewed an Atheist porn star recently, and it got me to thinking of all the stuff I would probably do if I wasn't scared God would whoop my ass. Like right now, as my debts run across my mind, I think of how easy it would be for me to get a suga daddy or strip or steal or whatever if I didn't think I would have to pay for it through the health of my vajayjay or my eternal soul- if there were no consequences.

Tyga - Rack City [Official Video]

"If you ain't got no ass bitch wear a poncho." Is this a joke, lol?

Maybe There Is Hope

So, I was walking home tonight and two teen girls offered to carry my bags home for me. They were nice young ladies, one of them talking about how she was saving money for her 15th birthday in March. I didn't let them walk me all the way home because it was dark...and they are still 90s babies. Didn't want them to rob. However, carrying my bags was a nice gesture.

Soul II Soul - Keep On Movin'

This is totally where my mind is at today. Good morning World!

The Engagement Scroog

If I see one more updated status from "In A Relationship" to "Engaged" I am going to throw up.
P said I am being a hater. Maybe I is, but that doesn't calm my annoyance at. all.

Broke

I am completely broke.
My cell phone is off and everytime I see an AT&T truck coming down the street, I am scared that they are coming my way to turn off my internet.
I have bills.
I have rent I need to pay.
And on top of that, my employer had some BULLSHIT reason to cut my salary in half.
On the other hand, I am excited about not having to think about whether I want to answer my phone, which has given me a since of calm. And, I took on a new client yesterday and found someone that wants to invest in my magazine:)
I feel like this week is going to be a good...broke week.