Yesterday, my dad chatted me that he loves me. 
I can't even remember what he said before or after that or what I could have said to make him say that. 
My dad told me he loves me and my head is in the clouds. 
DZ said I am too effected by not having a dad and pretty much need to get over it because none of us had dads. 
This is true. 
But to have not really ever had a relationship with him and he say that makes me feel some kind a way, more good than bad, than I can't describe. 
LOL, I wonder if he can remember if he said it?
Either way, it has effected me.