My grandma on Christmas! Always the trendsetter, she is bringing back the Blossom hat!

I have been spending more time with my sister! She came over my house and I gave her a makeover, and yesterday, we went to see Django!

Daddy Love

Yesterday, my dad chatted me that he loves me.
I can't even remember what he said before or after that or what I could have said to make him say that.
My dad told me he loves me and my head is in the clouds.
DZ said I am too effected by not having a dad and pretty much need to get over it because none of us had dads.
This is true.
But to have not really ever had a relationship with him and he say that makes me feel some kind a way, more good than bad, than I can't describe.
LOL, I wonder if he can remember if he said it?
Either way, it has effected me.

Winter Woman

When I was in school this dude named Kevin told me that every year he made sure to get himself a "winter woman." This is basically a fat girl for the winter to keep him warm. This works, according to Kevin's theory, because fat chicks make BAD summer gfs. They don't like the heat. Can't fit on roller coasters. They hate walking. But they are great cuddle buddies for the winter. I didn't like him after he made that remark.
I say that to say this: I have had a small crush on the pizza delivery guy for about a year. He is from New Orleans. We chat about the city as I sign my receipt. But he has been generally uninterested. I can't blame him. I look horrible whenever he comes.
Tonight, as I sign my receipt, he is pretty much dancing on my doorstep because it is freezing and he doesn't have a coat on.
"You need a coat to keep you warm," I say, handing him my receipt.
"Naw, I need a girl to keep me warm. You got a man?"
"Nope."
"Yeah you do."
"Nope."
"Well you should let me keep you warm."
"Right." Smiley confused face.
By the time I got upstairs, he had already texted me. You have to give the pizza people your number when you order, and he'd called me to let me know he was on the way, so I knew he had it.
"Anytime," he texts me. I roll my eyes, not interested in him anymore just like I lost interest in Kevin. I have desire to be some lonely dude's winter woman.

Movie Night

I went to a premiere at Atlantic Station. They had the most beautiful tree up that put me in the Christmas spirit for a second, lol.

I don't know what is up with restaurants practically turning the lights off nowadays, but I had to take a pic of this cheesecake. It was the most delish piece of cheesecake I'd ever had, purchased at Ted's. Yummy!

Prayin'

I never really learned how to pray.
I mean, I know how to pray.
But I feel like there is an art to it that only old people know which is why stuff happens for you when your granny prays for you but not when you pray for yourself.
I need to learn how to old school pray.
My sister is acting a complete ass and is being going through this terrible teen phase.
I have got to pray her out of it.
My brother needs to go back to school...but owes them like $10,000 bucks.
I have got to pray him back into school.
I am not making enough money to live.
I have got to pray myself some wealth.
There is a lot of praying to be done, so I need to learn fast.

Christmas Party:)

Oh No

So...for some reason I decided I was going to abuse myself this morning and look at my friend's wedding and honeymoon pics on Facebook when I had avoided it for nearly a month. Oh man. Not feeling good. What a mistake. Thought I could handle it, but obvious not. I so lazy and content with typing this posting that I think I may just vomit right here at my computer. Yesterday I ate Hooter's wings and Haagen Daaz. It's not going to be pretty.

December's Curse

December is cursed.
It's a fact.
I had put a campaign together for this year to have a more positive December. I was going to have a good birthday. This December was not going to be riddled with tears and drama and awful.
And then yesterday I noticed that my computer charger is doing that thing where it won't charge unless it is sitting a certain way.
Eyeroll.
There goes my birthday money. I now have to get a new computer.
I woke up excited, now I just want to roll up in a ball and cry. I have to get a shitty mini by a brand I have never heard of just to be able to work.
I called the Geek Squad today. They babbled something about ordering parts and doing tests and blah blah blah. I am on my deadline, I don't have time to wait on parts!
Sigh.
Just more December bullshit.