P is getting married in two weeks.
P is getting married in two week in another country.
I won't get to see him get married, and he will be gone for two months.
I talk to him everyday, and over the years, he has become the most consistent male presence in my life.
Lauren told me to get used to the idea that he is gone, forever, and the thought of it made me want to cry. I mean P wouldn't friend dump me because he found a woman like all the other men in my life have, right?
WRONG!
He goes, "I was thinking about that. I don't know how my wife would feel about us talking as much as we do. It would make her jealous."
Here we go again.
Two weeks left.
I am going to try not to think about it.
