Holly's world has desexualized her because she is fat and grumpy and generally disliked by men. This has made it easy and exciting for Holly to slip into lust-fueled social media scrolling. She has become a fan of a man that refers to himself as a "content creator" who says nasty things, posts clips of himself working out, and makes money off of adult content that he posts on other sites. Holly desires to see this man naked but refuses to visit his site to do so. What good could come of that?
Holly feels bad because this man is young, and despite her affections towards his body, hates that he is dishonoring his penis by pushing smut online. She has thought about sending him a message, suggesting that he consider continuing his education, but she doesn't want to be called out on his page and blocked. Then who will she watch do push ups when she's sad? This is a conundrum if there ever was one.
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