Movie Night

I went to a premiere at Atlantic Station. They had the most beautiful tree up that put me in the Christmas spirit for a second, lol.

I don't know what is up with restaurants practically turning the lights off nowadays, but I had to take a pic of this cheesecake. It was the most delish piece of cheesecake I'd ever had, purchased at Ted's. Yummy!

Prayin'

I never really learned how to pray.
I mean, I know how to pray.
But I feel like there is an art to it that only old people know which is why stuff happens for you when your granny prays for you but not when you pray for yourself.
I need to learn how to old school pray.
My sister is acting a complete ass and is being going through this terrible teen phase.
I have got to pray her out of it.
My brother needs to go back to school...but owes them like $10,000 bucks.
I have got to pray him back into school.
I am not making enough money to live.
I have got to pray myself some wealth.
There is a lot of praying to be done, so I need to learn fast.

Christmas Party:)

Oh No

So...for some reason I decided I was going to abuse myself this morning and look at my friend's wedding and honeymoon pics on Facebook when I had avoided it for nearly a month. Oh man. Not feeling good. What a mistake. Thought I could handle it, but obvious not. I so lazy and content with typing this posting that I think I may just vomit right here at my computer. Yesterday I ate Hooter's wings and Haagen Daaz. It's not going to be pretty.

December's Curse

December is cursed.
It's a fact.
I had put a campaign together for this year to have a more positive December. I was going to have a good birthday. This December was not going to be riddled with tears and drama and awful.
And then yesterday I noticed that my computer charger is doing that thing where it won't charge unless it is sitting a certain way.
Eyeroll.
There goes my birthday money. I now have to get a new computer.
I woke up excited, now I just want to roll up in a ball and cry. I have to get a shitty mini by a brand I have never heard of just to be able to work.
I called the Geek Squad today. They babbled something about ordering parts and doing tests and blah blah blah. I am on my deadline, I don't have time to wait on parts!
Sigh.
Just more December bullshit.

Anxiety

I write to you early this morning from a deep place of anxiety after 5 hours of pretending to sleep.
At like 2 in the morning, the upstairs toilet overflowed, flooded the bathroom, and leaked down to the kitchen. It wasn't even that much water. I hope we don't have to move to another apartment, but I give it less than a month before there is mold if the repair men just do a patch work job.
I have diagnosed myself with MS.
And Parkinson's Disease.
I fear having a stroke.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to lose my job.
My brother has eaten a large quantity of my yogurt.
I am concerned about my oral hygiene.
I'M EXHAUSTED, WHIMPER WHIMPER.
I've gotten a case of the Decembers early.
Sigh.